Saturday, March 01, 2008
woah. i can't believe it's almost a month since i've last blogged. hah. and to think, the last entry was chinese new year! oh man. well, it's not that i have nothing to say, it may be because i have too much to say. Though for some strange reason, when i'm finally about to go blog, laziness hits, or i just lose the words in my head. Still, i know that's no excuse eh. which is why i'm here! haha. just to prove that
LEE JIA EN wrong~! rawrrrr~~
well, overall, this month has been a lot about finding balance between school, studies, church, God and my free time. (btw, i stopped reading my econs to do this. so much for balance. hah) and also about trying to place God first, to see Him in simple daily things or situations etc. He also showed me a lot of things about myself that needs to change. So i'm entrusting them into His hands, to help me grow.
Maybe i should also mention a few big events that came up this month:
straight after CNY was
Literature night! It was on the night after valentine's, and it was awesome, i thoroughly enjoyed myself. The class also managed to pull off the singing. I say 'managed to' because there were a lot of problems, tension, and drama that went behind the scenes. So for the final product to be a success... well, it's really great. I can't wait to go for next year's one already, although i still have As to contend with.
Dad also started
Masterlife: student edition with some of us. I must say, i'm glad to finally resume a more stable quiet time. God has really spoken to me through this material. We're going a bit slow, but it's alright. I guess some of us are still adjusting. I must say, it's weird to meet up with a cell group on friday. The last time i remember that happening was when i was a kid, and that was because i was going to play some games (like masak masak) with sis and Joshua. Haha. At the same time, it's nice to finally get to know more about some people, and how they're doing in life.
I can't believe how Poiema is a small, yet big group, such that there are some people we jsut don't talk to unless we're made to work together. I s'pose i should try and break out of the introvert mode, and speak out and up more again to some people. Though, i am afraid that if i do that, i'll be deemed weird and kaypoh etc. and i dont know how to talk to some people. it seems the only common ground i can find is school =S
i also finally got to
meet Fiona, Eli and Jean! Jean has become a bimbo~! oh no, the world is coming to an end! XD nah, just kidding. i was s'posed to meet them for dinner yesterday, but they came too late, and i had to run off for cell. still, it was nice seeing them, especially since i hardly get to. YOU GIRLS ARE MISSED.
and next week, there's
Common Test (starting this Mon!! AAAH!) I'm am so not prepared for it. oh well, whatever happens, happens. i just cannot wait for the march hols that would follow!! hohoho! this is my last chance to really enjoy myself man, becuse june hols and sept hols will be study study study! =( also, it will be a good period of rest for me. finding the balance for all these things have been real hard on me, and i'm feeling quite tired from it all.
that's about all i have to say. so, g'night world =) see you when i see you!
